Heading back into the *world*

Well after staying home sense 11/03 I am returning to the OUTSIDE world I am returning to work.... So when one stays *out* of the loop as I did you are faced with the fact that you need to RE-LEARN somethings.. UGh so frustrating. almost feel like I am starting over.. I guess I should of never let things lapse like I did but anyway that is neither there nor here.. It is what it is...lol... SO I am returning to *school* for 5 weeks to re-new my CNA so I can make better money than just a reg job.. I had to take a TEST and I was so nervous before I could enroll and I thought for sure I would BOMB it..lol.. Well I did so well and above normal that they basically BEGGED me to go on into the nursing program. See I have tried for well ever to get my RN but it was always something both good and bad that always seemed to interrupt thus why I gave up and decided to wait till it was the RIGHT time. I am so glad that I did all my pre-req's though because now I can go straight into the actual program and not spend all my time in Biology or psych, or English, or HCC, or blah blah blah..lol.. SOOO I am excited that it may finally be TIME to accomplish what my heart has longed for my whole life(besides being a mother and wife) I am sad on one hand as I love being home with my kids all the time.. but least they will have their dad.. See Steve and I believe so deeply in not leaving our kids with ANYONE that we have only done it a few times and didn't last for long as we were just not comfortable with the situation.. So my awesome husband is going to take over the bulk of homeschooling( I will most deff be involved of course) and we are heading into new beginnings :) SO I start my class May19th(unless a spot opens up sooner) Than I will prob Begin the RN program this fall... lol I have taken so many of these classes before but that will only help me do a better job this time around.. The girls are totally excited about mama doing this so that makes me feel good... YEA AAA ... so that is a bit on what I have been up to this past week sense our path changed courses..